Breaking Being Bad

I have not written for a few days. Things have been bad. In an effort to rectify them, I am attempting to get a handle on my emotions. I am doing this through a combination of medicine and t...

How Much Do I Want To Go To This?

How Much Do I Want To Go To This?And how likely is it that I will be able to go? In the middle of chemo?  Let’s just assume Nate’s redundancy money did come in time and he got h...

A Little Help From My Friends

Today I cleaned my house and joined a secret group on Facebook that is for young women with breast cancer. Both of these things have been a positive step in the right direction, mentally. If...

Bastard Cancer in the present tense

The nurse directs us into a small room. It is not the room I went into before when I saw the surgeon, and then a different doctor comes in and introduces herself as an oncologist. Immediatel...