And how likely is it that I will be able to go? In the middle of chemo? 

Let’s just assume Nate’s redundancy money did come in time and he got his passport sorted and he was prepared to pay for it… do I take the sensible option and stay at home fighting cancer being utterly fucked off about what I am missing, or do I risk infection and illness abroad just to have a good time which will probably help with the fighting spirit? 

I have always wanted to go to Barcelona.